Currently having a last minute realization before i turn 17 tomorrow! lmao
I’ve spent the majority of my life worrying about other peoples’ needs and feelings and wants. It’s been so draining. Always in mind with everything I do. Now after I’ve finally changed that, turned that around, it seems as though everyone is butt-hurt. After so many telling me to focus on myself solely. People are getting upset and flustered. I’m beginning to let it get to me again. I guess this is why I never went out before, it just adds to everything. I’m so tired of living a life to please everyone. Too much of my life was spent on making so many others happy, and not myself. Now I’m here…alone and unhappy. I didn’t win anything. Others hate me because I am being me, for me it doesn’t really matter whether they like me or not. As long as I am happy to be me, haters are just confused admirers. If they don’t like me, fine! I don’t like them either. I was born in this earth not to entertain you but to enjoy and accomplish all the challenges and missions that God wants to give me, but I bet that the haters are also part of my mission that God gave me. As of this moment, I can count it on my fingers how many true friends I have. I don’t really care about the haters it’s just an evidence that I am better than them.
